Today is my husband's day off and I am always afraid that it will totally screw up my schedule but so far so good! I woke up and walked & felt awesome. I am getting way good with all my stretches. I long to be just awesomely ah-ma-zing at yoga but so far I haven't lol. Alot of stuff I just can not do and I worry about the right form. I have a video and look online but I wish I could take a class though yeah right like I would lol. But I am slowly trying to add in stuff. I do the sun salutation, cat/cow and warrior.
Oh how I wish:
I had oatmeal for breakfast, though I almost always eat oatmeal for breakfast lol. With frozen strawberries today my fav! I also started drinking tea every morning with breakfast. Today & yesterday was green tea with orange. Very yummy. I also bought stevia packets for my tea. I just have to have my tea lightly sweetened. I only use alittle. It tastes like real sugar to me lol. I was alittle bit wary of using fake stuff but I think stevia is one of the better ones? eh I hope so lol.
Yesterday I got alot done but didn't at the same time lol. I needed to clean house and dye my hair and didnt get either of those done. But I did work on my website, finished all my banners, got almost all the candle pics done. The day just flew right by.
As soon as I finish my tea and get off of the computer I am going to go dye my hair and then take a few candle pics and then....start listing my candles online for sale. I am so nervous and excited. I am proud of my stuff that is why it took so long to get started I wouldnt until they were awesome and just right. My tarts smell so perfect I use and love them! I am still having wick issues with my larger candles which is ok I am not going to start selling them yet but I can still sell the others and keep adding new stuff.
I think my biggest issue is just that I spent so so so much money on this. Money we didn't really have. Alot of it was used just on testing and on things that didn't work right. And it felt like money wasted. I keep telling myself that as long as I love it and keep having this passion for it then it can't fail. If I sell only one candle and it is to my family well I still put myself out there and I will just keep trying. My dream is for it to be my full time job where I make real money off of it. But I am also trying to keep myself reeled in. I know most people do not make that kind of money and even the ones that do it usually takes a long while before they do.
I do love it though. As scary as it is I am still glad I am doing this. I just kindof drifted without really having any plan of what I wanted to do and now I have this and it gives me some purpose. If anything it was worth that.
Plus I think I finally got the pics looking right :)
On the negative side of my day, my husband is driving me batty. I never get to see him it feels like because he works so much and then when he is home he sleeps. When I decided to start getting up at 6am I knew I needed sleep and counted the hours back and made sure I had a set bedtime where I would be getting 8 beautiful hours of sleep. He on the other hand gets maybe 6 usually. He gets up at 5:45am and is not going to be until 11-1am....
So when he gets home he is exhausted and either just goes and takes a nap or falls asleep in the chair for almost the entire rest of the day. Yesterday as soon as he got home he went and took a nap and got up when I woke him up because I was going to bed at 10pm!!
I tried telling him this a million times that he needs to go to bed early. He would feel better at work if he had real sleep, he is going to kill himself running on empty. Plus he wouldn't be so cranky. And hey I would actually like to see him sometimes. But he just says 6 hours is enough... and that he doesn't want to feel like as soon as he gets home he only has a few hours and then has to go to bed. But if he just falls asleep & sleeps the day away how is that any different? I think it is worse because sometimes he can end up really napping for the whole day atleast with a bedtime he would have set hours to go by.
But he doesn't listen. It just upsets me.
Oh how I wish:
I had oatmeal for breakfast, though I almost always eat oatmeal for breakfast lol. With frozen strawberries today my fav! I also started drinking tea every morning with breakfast. Today & yesterday was green tea with orange. Very yummy. I also bought stevia packets for my tea. I just have to have my tea lightly sweetened. I only use alittle. It tastes like real sugar to me lol. I was alittle bit wary of using fake stuff but I think stevia is one of the better ones? eh I hope so lol.
Yesterday I got alot done but didn't at the same time lol. I needed to clean house and dye my hair and didnt get either of those done. But I did work on my website, finished all my banners, got almost all the candle pics done. The day just flew right by.
As soon as I finish my tea and get off of the computer I am going to go dye my hair and then take a few candle pics and then....start listing my candles online for sale. I am so nervous and excited. I am proud of my stuff that is why it took so long to get started I wouldnt until they were awesome and just right. My tarts smell so perfect I use and love them! I am still having wick issues with my larger candles which is ok I am not going to start selling them yet but I can still sell the others and keep adding new stuff.
I think my biggest issue is just that I spent so so so much money on this. Money we didn't really have. Alot of it was used just on testing and on things that didn't work right. And it felt like money wasted. I keep telling myself that as long as I love it and keep having this passion for it then it can't fail. If I sell only one candle and it is to my family well I still put myself out there and I will just keep trying. My dream is for it to be my full time job where I make real money off of it. But I am also trying to keep myself reeled in. I know most people do not make that kind of money and even the ones that do it usually takes a long while before they do.I do love it though. As scary as it is I am still glad I am doing this. I just kindof drifted without really having any plan of what I wanted to do and now I have this and it gives me some purpose. If anything it was worth that.
Plus I think I finally got the pics looking right :)
On the negative side of my day, my husband is driving me batty. I never get to see him it feels like because he works so much and then when he is home he sleeps. When I decided to start getting up at 6am I knew I needed sleep and counted the hours back and made sure I had a set bedtime where I would be getting 8 beautiful hours of sleep. He on the other hand gets maybe 6 usually. He gets up at 5:45am and is not going to be until 11-1am....
So when he gets home he is exhausted and either just goes and takes a nap or falls asleep in the chair for almost the entire rest of the day. Yesterday as soon as he got home he went and took a nap and got up when I woke him up because I was going to bed at 10pm!!
I tried telling him this a million times that he needs to go to bed early. He would feel better at work if he had real sleep, he is going to kill himself running on empty. Plus he wouldn't be so cranky. And hey I would actually like to see him sometimes. But he just says 6 hours is enough... and that he doesn't want to feel like as soon as he gets home he only has a few hours and then has to go to bed. But if he just falls asleep & sleeps the day away how is that any different? I think it is worse because sometimes he can end up really napping for the whole day atleast with a bedtime he would have set hours to go by.
But he doesn't listen. It just upsets me.
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