I love my cats. I am a huge cat lover & ofcourse I have the greatest cats in the entire world! Kye who is my baby, loves to remind me why every chance he gets.
The last few days I have been doing pretty good staying on routine. A few slips here or there but pretty much on track all the way! So every morning after my walk I stretch, do some yoga and meditate. And every morning Kye attempts to interrupt this.
I am sitting on the floor meditating and here he comes standing smack in front of me staring at me and just meowing so loudly. Then he headbutts me. Meow, headbutt, lick my hand, repeat. lol I open an eye and peak at him and he pushes his head forward at me and meows again.
Perhaps he is against inner enlightenment? lol Or he is thinking- "why are you just sitting there doing nothing when you could be petting me?" though more then likely he thinks me being on the floor equals kitty love time lol.
All I can do is smile though. It is a nice reminder not to take myself too seriously. That perfection is a silly notion and sometimes I just need to smile and pet a cat. Though trying to hold a yoga pose while he is doing it is not so easy!
Anyways I am exhausted, a million times over. I have been nonstop cleaning and rearranging everything in my apartment and am close to finished but still have an insane amount more to do. I knew it was dirty and it would be a big job but wow didn't imagine this.
I am doing a spring clean type of situation. My husband's friend is moving in the 26/27th so I need to not only clean but also rearrange everything so that all the crap from one room fits somewhere around the rest of the apartment. I feel like I am playing tetris. We have alot of crap lol
I mostly blame my husband lol He is a huge packrat. He wants to keep everything. I hate it. I was joking with my sister that if I left him alone for a year I would come back and it would be something out of hoarders lol He would probably build a labyrinth out of bottle caps (for some nutty reason he can never throw them away i end up findign them all and tossing them ugh). He didn't find that amusing lol
On a positive note everything will be clean and actually organized. So much clutter. We never have enough space so things end up just getting shoved places and I hate that. So this is a good chance to clear out alot of crap. I have thrown alot away. And I have sworn that I would keep stuff clutter free.
All this work has just been wearing me out hardcore. I went from not doing anything to working like nonstop all day & on top of that working out. It should be lovely on the weightloss front, though my diet has not been good this week. I was not going to flat out start the diet until next week. I know putting it off is silly or even dumb somewhat but I am too poor and was not going to waste all that food. But I did act smart and didn't binge out and payed attention to portions somewhat and how I am eating. That is a plus. Next week I go shopping and will have a fresh start in the kitchen. yay
It also doesn't help that my sleep has been all kinds of weird. I have been having really weird vivid bad dreams. I also keep waking up at 4am having to pee like mad lol. Then I try to go back to sleep and the last few days I haven't been able to until today. Where i did fall back to sleep and slept till 8. But before that I would lay in bed tossing and turning trying to get back to sleep until my husband got up at 5;30 for work then I would get up too.
So then since I woke up so early and after all the work I did all day I would be about passed out at 4pm & usually asleep by 7 or so lol which is so weird for me.
GOAL Reward: Last year sometime when I was back on track trying again... I made a promise that once I hit under 200lbs I would dye my hair pink. Today i went to get normal hair dye and saw they had dye kits for purple, blue or pink and instantly remembered. Right now I am a bit over 206 lbs, and I think I will still do that once I hit ONEderland! Maybe go purple instead of pink though idk yet lol I can't believe I am sooo close. I also tried on my size 18 jeans which i fit into when i first lost the weight and I can button them! I wouldn't wear them because they are far too tight a fit and it would give me major muffin top issues and I might not be able to sit down lol. But I am sooo close!!
I can do it!!!
The last few days I have been doing pretty good staying on routine. A few slips here or there but pretty much on track all the way! So every morning after my walk I stretch, do some yoga and meditate. And every morning Kye attempts to interrupt this.
I am sitting on the floor meditating and here he comes standing smack in front of me staring at me and just meowing so loudly. Then he headbutts me. Meow, headbutt, lick my hand, repeat. lol I open an eye and peak at him and he pushes his head forward at me and meows again.
Perhaps he is against inner enlightenment? lol Or he is thinking- "why are you just sitting there doing nothing when you could be petting me?" though more then likely he thinks me being on the floor equals kitty love time lol.
All I can do is smile though. It is a nice reminder not to take myself too seriously. That perfection is a silly notion and sometimes I just need to smile and pet a cat. Though trying to hold a yoga pose while he is doing it is not so easy!
Anyways I am exhausted, a million times over. I have been nonstop cleaning and rearranging everything in my apartment and am close to finished but still have an insane amount more to do. I knew it was dirty and it would be a big job but wow didn't imagine this.
I am doing a spring clean type of situation. My husband's friend is moving in the 26/27th so I need to not only clean but also rearrange everything so that all the crap from one room fits somewhere around the rest of the apartment. I feel like I am playing tetris. We have alot of crap lol
I mostly blame my husband lol He is a huge packrat. He wants to keep everything. I hate it. I was joking with my sister that if I left him alone for a year I would come back and it would be something out of hoarders lol He would probably build a labyrinth out of bottle caps (for some nutty reason he can never throw them away i end up findign them all and tossing them ugh). He didn't find that amusing lol
On a positive note everything will be clean and actually organized. So much clutter. We never have enough space so things end up just getting shoved places and I hate that. So this is a good chance to clear out alot of crap. I have thrown alot away. And I have sworn that I would keep stuff clutter free.
All this work has just been wearing me out hardcore. I went from not doing anything to working like nonstop all day & on top of that working out. It should be lovely on the weightloss front, though my diet has not been good this week. I was not going to flat out start the diet until next week. I know putting it off is silly or even dumb somewhat but I am too poor and was not going to waste all that food. But I did act smart and didn't binge out and payed attention to portions somewhat and how I am eating. That is a plus. Next week I go shopping and will have a fresh start in the kitchen. yay
It also doesn't help that my sleep has been all kinds of weird. I have been having really weird vivid bad dreams. I also keep waking up at 4am having to pee like mad lol. Then I try to go back to sleep and the last few days I haven't been able to until today. Where i did fall back to sleep and slept till 8. But before that I would lay in bed tossing and turning trying to get back to sleep until my husband got up at 5;30 for work then I would get up too.
So then since I woke up so early and after all the work I did all day I would be about passed out at 4pm & usually asleep by 7 or so lol which is so weird for me.
GOAL Reward: Last year sometime when I was back on track trying again... I made a promise that once I hit under 200lbs I would dye my hair pink. Today i went to get normal hair dye and saw they had dye kits for purple, blue or pink and instantly remembered. Right now I am a bit over 206 lbs, and I think I will still do that once I hit ONEderland! Maybe go purple instead of pink though idk yet lol I can't believe I am sooo close. I also tried on my size 18 jeans which i fit into when i first lost the weight and I can button them! I wouldn't wear them because they are far too tight a fit and it would give me major muffin top issues and I might not be able to sit down lol. But I am sooo close!!
I can do it!!!
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